Tomorrow is the first day of my last semester. I feel like a big baby because I have such a sick sinking feeling in my chest. I am so sad to go. I do not want to go back to the life of being a full time student and filling all my other days with work. I feel sad and overwhelmed. I feel guilty for having those feelings too because I love learning and I know how privileged I am to be able to get an education but I just want to drop out of life. Just for another week.